Whats happening...

Ok I am trying to do better today. So I am going to try to blog here throughout the day and update how I am doing... So far this morning... I have started my low carb diet... or healthy eating or whatever you want to call it.. I have had a couple string cheese so far this morning. Still havnt really fixed breakfast. I have laundry going and a ton to put away. Need to get the kitchen all clean too.. So much to do. My bedroom is not pretty by any means and there is a lot of laundry I need to clear out in there from the whole house... It is kinda the catch all of the rest of the house. The house as a whole is not looking too bad, but there is SOOOOO much to do. I will update as my day goes on.

AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!

Wow that felt better, a nice "scream"... I can't scream for real, baby is sleeping!! Iam having one of THOSE days. Hormones, stress, agrivation! Ok well it may not be all that bad, but the whole hormones thing makes everything worse! I am going to go lay out in the back yard and see if I feel a little better after I get a little sun. Well, I will go for now!! Too much to do, not enough time, and I'm sitting here on the computer.... Just needed to vent and a good scream :)


----ME---

I weighed today and I am at 201. That is really awesome! I suppose I was really overeating for there to be a 4 lb differance in 2 days. LOL Well, I have had so far this morning, 1 pc chicken- and a protien shake for breakfast, part of a chef salad and I am about to have some eggs with a little cheese for lunch. I am trying to drink lots of water regularly as well. Well gotta go for now, more later.

A New Day

Ok, well I have not been venting on here like I had planned. I dont guess I really want people I know to see my venting. Today I am going to talk about my weight goals. I dont want to tell my husband of my new diet, I just want to do it. I have multiple factors that affect me. I am diabetic, have high blood pressure and cholestoral. With that all in mind I have started today a diet I am going to try till the end of May. During the day I am going to eat chicken, eggs, turkey, veggies and low carb protien shakes. At dinner I will eat a small potion of what ever my family is having and try to avoid whatever carb is in it. I have been and will continue to drink lots of water, and I will start doing my one mile walk video once each day. It takes around 30 minutes. Right now I weigh 205. I will see how I do through the month and try to check in. If I don't, then I will let you know when it is all done how it came out. I think I MIGHT try to lay out a little and get a little tan. I dont normally do that, but one month wont hurt :) Let's see how this goes. I am feeling excited, I can't wait to see how I do.
Last night I went to bed at 11pm and between then and 4am I had to get up 4 times with my little girls. (3 yrs and 7 months) Then at 4 did it get better you ask, no that is when the 3 year old woke up ready to be wide awake. I had her stay in bed till 4:30 when she had a "big sneeze" and woke the month old. She was then also wide awake but was not content to stay in her bed, so the 3 of us went to the living room to watch a Popeye video. I fixed a huge breakfast for everyone. The 3 year old went to sleep again around 5:30 and the 7 month old did not go back to sleep till around 8. They both woke up around 10am, and now are not tired for their afternoon naps :-/ Well, I will go for now, baby is crying, perhaps she will settle in for a late nap.... We will see.
ME

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A little background would be good I guess. I am 33, female, diabetic-overweight. This is going to be my place to say whatever I would like. Mostly it will probably be about my diet, exercise... my attempt to find myself under the extra weight I have put on over the years. I have not weighed in a couple months, last time I weighed I was at 202 but I think I have gained since then. I had a procedure done that I had to have a shot for, and I really think the shot has caused me to gain extra weight the last couple weeks. Now I am taking me back though. I just did a 1 mile walk video. Going to the gym is not a possibility. Between fuel costs, gym memberships, and my small children, there is just not much chance of that happening. I really like my walk video and have used it before. I have really started getting healthy and doing well a couple times before, and both times I ended up pregnant, and therefore going backwords instead of gaining momentem, I gained weight.
My blog will also have my daily struggles with housework. I dont really expect anyone will want to read such a common blog, but that is ok. This is for me. I'm just me, I'm nothing special out of the ordinary. I feel average.
This blog will also have challenges of my housecleaning. I know that is not a challenge for some people, but it is for me. I have friends and it seems like second nature to them to clean, but for me I have to make myself wash every dish, wash every load, scrub every toilet...every day. Dont get me wrong I DO clean my house and it stays pretty clean.Not as good as my friends, much to the annoyance of my husband, but my house is not bad.
I have a 14 year old, a 3 year old and an infant that just turned 5 months. I am a talker, and a writer, so I THINK I will keep up with this blog, and I think I will bore anyone who wishes to read it beyond imagination :) But you know, that's life.... And it happens to be mine :)